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Allenbird · 10-04-2011, 08:36 AM

Well I don't know that she feels exactly the same. She has expressed that she would fall head over heals if she let herself. Honestly I think she is concentrating on her relationship now and I respect that. She keeps that as her focus so it probably makes it easier for her. Not much can be done in our situation anyways so I suppose making the best of it is the best course of action if anything.

I can't deny how I feel though. Just last night my wife and I were intimate and it seriously hurt. Like I was just not even there, yet I have been passionate with her many times so it's not like I can't be like that but it just seems fake to me. Yet I know nothing can be done, so it's like alot of frustration and pain. I was miles away.

No, no change really. I have always been sad in a way in a general sense just because I have lost both parents and grandparents so there is always this pervading sadness inside. but now I have it magnified by the feeling that I cannot be close to her at all, she cannot reciprocate anything seeing how she is concentrating on making her life. it really is hard.

10-04-2011, 08:36 AM	#9
Allenbird Junior Member Join Date: Oct 2011 Location: North Carolina Posts: 15	Well I don't know that she feels exactly the same. She has expressed that she would fall head over heals if she let herself. Honestly I think she is concentrating on her relationship now and I respect that. She keeps that as her focus so it probably makes it easier for her. Not much can be done in our situation anyways so I suppose making the best of it is the best course of action if anything. I can't deny how I feel though. Just last night my wife and I were intimate and it seriously hurt. Like I was just not even there, yet I have been passionate with her many times so it's not like I can't be like that but it just seems fake to me. Yet I know nothing can be done, so it's like alot of frustration and pain. I was miles away. No, no change really. I have always been sad in a way in a general sense just because I have lost both parents and grandparents so there is always this pervading sadness inside. but now I have it magnified by the feeling that I cannot be close to her at all, she cannot reciprocate anything seeing how she is concentrating on making her life. it really is hard. Last edited by Allenbird : 10-04-2011 at 08:46 AM.