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Thank you. It feels like that the only thing that makes me feel better though is hearing from her. Even the most mundane comments or trivial texts are like energy boosters that kick start my heart and make me feel normal again. Like the smallest thing she does in just staying in contact keeps my heart from hurting so bad.
She has been going through alot of physical issues to where she has been medicated and she sleeps alot so that has probably prevented her from having to feel anything. I can't really talk about these things with her though since we are like 2 hours away and email and text are not to be trusted.
When we have been face to face though and we look in eachother's eyes it's a whole other world.
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