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Hemmingway69 · 12-19-2005, 08:10 PM

My heart screams out to hold you, to wrap you in my protective arms and comfort you.

I too am alone, globally separated from my one true love, my soul mate.

You see I am R.

October and November have been the most precious and fulfilling months of my life and now I am lost, set adrift in an ocean of isolation and despair.

Little things that people take for granted, like grocery shopping or having a drink bring back painful memories of our recent, fantastic, past.

I was never so complete as when we were together, we seemed so in-sync, we knew each other’s thoughts and moods. There wasn't a day passed when either of us spoke what the other was thinking.

I feel that I should point out to our fellow readers that this in-sync feeling and the deep heartfelt need to be together has been a part of our relationship from our first meeting.

The solution does seem plainly obvious and that would be for me to move the UK. My marriage has ended, because of my love for L, and, because it wasn’t that strong anyway. I too have children, 3, sixteen and upward.

The concerns of the law are ever present and unless someone can suggest a location where incest between consenting adults has been decriminalised we will have to live with that constant fear of being found out until society evolves to a point where consenting adults can love whom they please without fear of retribution.

Barb I hear your comments about

“the forbiddeness of this relationship can be very appealing. The distance you have from your sibling makes it even more enticing”

and would like to point out that although I acknowledge genetically we are siblings we are not brother and sister, we were not raised as brother and sister and until I was forty did not even know of L’s existence.

There is no thrill or stimulation from knowing I am in love with my sister, nor do I find it very appealing that my one true love lives on the other side of the world.

The love we have is the love any two people in-love have for each other albeit with a need and intensity far greater that I have ever experienced in my life.

I don’t know if there will be a happy ending to this story, only time will tell.

12-19-2005, 08:10 PM	#3
Hemmingway69 Junior Member Join Date: Dec 2005 Posts: 7	My heart screams out to hold you, to wrap you in my protective arms and comfort you. I too am alone, globally separated from my one true love, my soul mate. You see I am R. October and November have been the most precious and fulfilling months of my life and now I am lost, set adrift in an ocean of isolation and despair. Little things that people take for granted, like grocery shopping or having a drink bring back painful memories of our recent, fantastic, past. I was never so complete as when we were together, we seemed so in-sync, we knew each other’s thoughts and moods. There wasn't a day passed when either of us spoke what the other was thinking. I feel that I should point out to our fellow readers that this in-sync feeling and the deep heartfelt need to be together has been a part of our relationship from our first meeting. The solution does seem plainly obvious and that would be for me to move the UK. My marriage has ended, because of my love for L, and, because it wasn’t that strong anyway. I too have children, 3, sixteen and upward. The concerns of the law are ever present and unless someone can suggest a location where incest between consenting adults has been decriminalised we will have to live with that constant fear of being found out until society evolves to a point where consenting adults can love whom they please without fear of retribution. Barb I hear your comments about “the forbiddeness of this relationship can be very appealing. The distance you have from your sibling makes it even more enticing” and would like to point out that although I acknowledge genetically we are siblings we are not brother and sister, we were not raised as brother and sister and until I was forty did not even know of L’s existence. There is no thrill or stimulation from knowing I am in love with my sister, nor do I find it very appealing that my one true love lives on the other side of the world. The love we have is the love any two people in-love have for each other albeit with a need and intensity far greater that I have ever experienced in my life. I don’t know if there will be a happy ending to this story, only time will tell.