opened my adoption file

lukewarmwater · Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 8:53 pm Post subject: opened my adoption file

From LukeWarmWater, to NotMarthaStuart,
What a wonderful experience it was for me to read your
posts from this wonderful board. Pro’s and con’s,,,,,
I’d like to reference to you my post from April called
“My Story” then read my after thoughts.
I am dead convinced that someday in the far future
meaning 10 to 20 years, that I’ll be living with my h/s.
I have GSA and I have told her about my love for her,
She rejects everything I say to her. I am 57 she is 51
we have been apart for 50 years, until Feb 28,2006
when we met face to face. I fell deeply in love with her,
Rejection really hurts. I plan on meeting with her
again in 2 or 3 years from now face to face to communicate
my feelings in person, We met where I live, 1200 miles apart
Our next neeting will be in her city. I want to visit our
mothers grave, I can not live with our my h/s and I will not.
I am praying that Jesus will grant me one final wish in my
life, to live with by h/s before I go to heaven. I feel so
connected to her, Another visit in person is needed to
to infect her with GSA, I want her to confess her love for
me. I have been reading these GSA stories since
3/29/2006 and they are so helpful. Can a sibling who has
GSA and loves his h/s so much , can I infect her with GSA.
Can my feelings cause the GSA gene in her to wake up???
It is real sad for me to be reading about people here that
want to reject GSA, and not to go into a loving relationship
with Brother/Sister. As I don’t find anything wrong with GSA.
Sure its true that Brother/Sister should not get into a
relationship, but for me I support GSA and I want my last
few years living with my Birth Sister. I am not going to
let anyone stop me from having a relationship with my sister.
The only thing I really want is for my b/s to love me the
way I love her. For her to confess her love for her h/b.
I have read so many postings on the GSA board, there are
so many who don’t support GSA, I do........
My h/s who is my only sib, will continue to be a sib and
h/s in my mind after we start our loving relationship.
I lost over 50 years of being with my h/s, I’ll make sure
that I never loose her again, Please suport t GSA...
People on here talk about crossing the line from normal
to going in to the GSA zone. Crossing the line is viewed by
most of something that is totally forbidden.
I think of it like the “neutral zone” as in star trek,
Federation Space is where we are with out GSA.
Were normal as long as we don’t cross into the neutral zone
once we decide, to violate federation rules, we cross into
the GSA Zone, a forbidden place, think of it this way.
Once you have violated the rules, you can not come back
I am ready to cross the line with my sister/sibling.....
Taking my sister and me where we never have been before....
I also feel that opening my Adoption File was the biggest
mistake of my life, because I will cause my sister to live
with me for the rest of our lives....
Thanks, Lukewarmwater......

luvsbubby · Member Joined: 05 Nov 2005 Posts: 60 Location: ohio

LukeWarmwater
Congrats to you....I hope you have a wonderful, love filled, Blessed life with yr Sister...I do beliebe there is one person that is right for the other..one true love..I hope you find it too...
luvsbubby

lukewarmwater · Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 9:37 am Post subject:

I feel so bad inside of me. Because I know that it is
so wrong for me to want my sister as my lover.
I trully wish I had never opened my adoption file.
It was the biggest mistake of my whole life.
My sister is such a sweet person. We share the same
health problems, we trully look alike, she’s wonderful.
Why did I fall so deeply in love with her?
The pain, the heartache, the knowing of my future
living the rest of my life in the arms of my sister.
I can not get my sister off my mind, 24/7/365 all the time
I am sorry for what I will do to my sisters life, all I can
say if god help me thru this.......
I support the idea of a bro/sis relationship , I support GSA...
My mother threw me away when I was borh. My mother did
not want me. My mother did not allow me to grow up with
my sister. It hurts so much in side. I lost over 50 long
years with out my sister. Now my sister is going to become
my lover, no matter how much she does not want this.
I am trully mixed up, lost....
I’ve lost my mind, Thanks, LukeWarmWater.....

luvsbubby · Member Joined: 05 Nov 2005 Posts: 60 Location: ohio

luke
come visit me and we can talk just leave a message on the guest board
http://www.freewebs.com/sexymoonlightkitten/
luvsbubby

lukewarmwater · Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 4:47 pm Post subject:

nece name luke, mine is lukewarmwater
oh its such a long story where I got
Lukewarmwater, he was a fake person
in a club I belong to in 1970.....
3 of us would write crazy stuff for the
club, none of us wanting to know
who we were, I keept it

So I read you have been together for 7 years
I just hope me and my sister can do the same

If we ever get together for life, were going
to Europe together............

bye, lukewarmwater on volkin

lukewarmwater · Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 6:20 pm Post subject:

just found an GSA website in New Zealand
Very interesting study on the GSA subject

go to......

http://flatrock.org.nz/topics/relationships/reunions_set_off_sex_urges.htm

Very very Interesting if you really believe in GSA