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willitstop · 10-05-2011, 03:43 PM

Thanks guys, I don't live with him infact we live in different countries. It's the constant phone calls and text messages that are difficult. It's hard because sometimes I feel I love him so much but I hate what I am doing because of him. I made the mistake of telling my half sister why we talk so much, I didn't say we had sex but that flirting happened and kissing and touching and am now regretting telling her because she doesn't want to know, I just need to tell somone and thought maybe she would understand the constant contact. Seems like anyone not involved in GSA doesn't understand, that's if this is GSA, is it? I have told him before I want to get married and settle down with someone he says he wants me to, but when I get close to another man he is so jealous and emotionally blackmails with things. He has no hold over me at all financially. I just need to try and distance myself, why do I find it so hard if in some ways I dislike him?. soooooo confused..

10-05-2011, 03:43 PM	#8
willitstop Junior Member Join Date: Sep 2011 Posts: 10	Thanks guys, I don't live with him infact we live in different countries. It's the constant phone calls and text messages that are difficult. It's hard because sometimes I feel I love him so much but I hate what I am doing because of him. I made the mistake of telling my half sister why we talk so much, I didn't say we had sex but that flirting happened and kissing and touching and am now regretting telling her because she doesn't want to know, I just need to tell somone and thought maybe she would understand the constant contact. Seems like anyone not involved in GSA doesn't understand, that's if this is GSA, is it? I have told him before I want to get married and settle down with someone he says he wants me to, but when I get close to another man he is so jealous and emotionally blackmails with things. He has no hold over me at all financially. I just need to try and distance myself, why do I find it so hard if in some ways I dislike him?. soooooo confused..