GOOD BYE GSA.....

lukewarmwater · 07-04-2006, 11:45 AM

It is said for me on July 4th, 2006 to announce that I'm leaving
this wonderful GSA site.....
My birth sister sent me an email telling me
1. no way will she ever see me again
2. any future plans with her are dead
3. I have GSA, but I guess she does not
4. Her family does not want her to communicate
How can she do this to me after 40+ love letters to her
in the past 5 months, I even offered to marry her.
Its over until 2012, when I plan to contact her again.
give her 6 years to think about what she has done to my heart
there's no point for me to be on this GSA board now that
my birth sister shot me in my heart with a 45.....
I'll be here until 7/14/2006 then I'll be gone for 6 years.....
I loved her so much, I still love her, but cant have her.
My heart is broken with wholes in it...............
bye, LukeWarmWater

Luke · 07-04-2006, 05:02 PM

I really feel for you for the heartache, I hope her family have not forced her descision in this.

I hope something works out for you, but don't give up.

Surely they could allow just some regular contact? Just the usual stuff, how are you doing? what have you been up to? She is still your sister after all.

lukewarmwater · 07-04-2006, 08:39 PM

she's got to be the one to contact me. I'm an Aries, she's a gemini
would that effect the way she thinks.
If I just could see her one more time to prove my love to her.
but she said "no more contact", what bothers me
its her family that does not want us to be in contact.
she will not listen to me, i begged her to love me,
i sent about 40 love letters 1/2 on email and 1/2 in the mail
I will not be the one to contact her in the next 6 years.
after her husband hurts her or dies maybe she'll come back.
i dont expect to hear from her in 6 years....
and i'll wait until march 29, 2012 before i write her again.
i had planned to take her to europe,
she's history...... if i just could beam her into my bed.......
bye, lukewarmwater

rollingrocker1972 · 07-05-2006, 02:02 AM

Well you do realize that girls don't tend to like stalkers right?

If you're interested in someone you have to give them space. You can't pursue them mercilessly and expect them to respond to you. It just doesn't work that way.

lukewarmwater · 07-08-2006, 06:27 PM

I dont plan to talk to her, email,letters,phone etc.....
for 2 and 3/4ths years , not until after 3/29/2009
yes I'll geve her the space she needs
maybe not hearing from me until 3/29/2009
maybe she'll love me then.......

diamondbabysis · 07-10-2006, 03:13 PM

Please give her some space. I bet she changes her mind. Our families have made us not talk not for over 3 weeks. I can't stand it sometimes but sometimes i feel i might survive. But i know that if they hadn't forced my hand or his we would still be talking. And I know that one day we will communicate with each other again. I hope it's sooner rather than later. Love doesn't die overnight. She probably needs some time to figure out what she wants. She has you pulling from one side & them from the other, I know how that feels. The guilt you feel because your spouses did not ask for this, but the emptiness you feel without the other half that makes you that whole person. hang in there!!

07-04-2006, 11:45 AM	#1
lukewarmwater Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: volkin federation space Posts: 10	GOOD BYE GSA..... It is said for me on July 4th, 2006 to announce that I'm leaving this wonderful GSA site..... My birth sister sent me an email telling me 1. no way will she ever see me again 2. any future plans with her are dead 3. I have GSA, but I guess she does not 4. Her family does not want her to communicate How can she do this to me after 40+ love letters to her in the past 5 months, I even offered to marry her. Its over until 2012, when I plan to contact her again. give her 6 years to think about what she has done to my heart there's no point for me to be on this GSA board now that my birth sister shot me in my heart with a 45..... I'll be here until 7/14/2006 then I'll be gone for 6 years..... I loved her so much, I still love her, but cant have her. My heart is broken with wholes in it............... bye, LukeWarmWater

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07-04-2006, 05:02 PM	#2
Luke Junior Member Join Date: Nov 2005 Posts: 11	I really feel for you for the heartache, I hope her family have not forced her descision in this. I hope something works out for you, but don't give up. Surely they could allow just some regular contact? Just the usual stuff, how are you doing? what have you been up to? She is still your sister after all.

07-04-2006, 08:39 PM	#3
lukewarmwater Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: volkin federation space Posts: 10	she's got to be the one to contact me. I'm an Aries, she's a gemini would that effect the way she thinks. If I just could see her one more time to prove my love to her. but she said "no more contact", what bothers me its her family that does not want us to be in contact. she will not listen to me, i begged her to love me, i sent about 40 love letters 1/2 on email and 1/2 in the mail I will not be the one to contact her in the next 6 years. after her husband hurts her or dies maybe she'll come back. i dont expect to hear from her in 6 years.... and i'll wait until march 29, 2012 before i write her again. i had planned to take her to europe, she's history...... if i just could beam her into my bed....... bye, lukewarmwater

07-05-2006, 02:02 AM	#4
rollingrocker1972 Junior Member Join Date: Jan 2004 Posts: 23	Well you do realize that girls don't tend to like stalkers right? If you're interested in someone you have to give them space. You can't pursue them mercilessly and expect them to respond to you. It just doesn't work that way.

07-08-2006, 06:27 PM	#5
lukewarmwater Junior Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: volkin federation space Posts: 10	I dont plan to talk to her, email,letters,phone etc..... for 2 and 3/4ths years , not until after 3/29/2009 yes I'll geve her the space she needs maybe not hearing from me until 3/29/2009 maybe she'll love me then.......

07-10-2006, 03:13 PM	#6
diamondbabysis Junior Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Posts: 20	Please give her some space. I bet she changes her mind. Our families have made us not talk not for over 3 weeks. I can't stand it sometimes but sometimes i feel i might survive. But i know that if they hadn't forced my hand or his we would still be talking. And I know that one day we will communicate with each other again. I hope it's sooner rather than later. Love doesn't die overnight. She probably needs some time to figure out what she wants. She has you pulling from one side & them from the other, I know how that feels. The guilt you feel because your spouses did not ask for this, but the emptiness you feel without the other half that makes you that whole person. hang in there!!