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Originally Posted by blueeyes77
Strangely enough, I wish my husband would forbid me to see my hb. As hard as that would be on me, it would relieve the enormous pressure of 'balancing' my husband and hb.
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Be careful for what you wish for because it is not always greener on the other side. I desperately want my husband to allow me to have an innocent relationship with my hb but I can't even say his name without my husband being hurt again. I desperately want to keep my marriage but long to have my hb in my life too.... in the way that is acceptable to society but I can't even have that if I want my marriage. It's really heavy on my heart... but the decision has already been made for me.
08-30-2007, 05:11 PM
